Offering
the kindness of libation, lyric, and blood
her endless notes notes left for me --
little secrets, graces --
trills recorded on blue and purple parchment
to be lipped, tasted, devoured --only essence remains --
its stickiness, its juice, its memoryseamless juxtaposition --
the brute and the passion,
dry of the bone and wet of the sea,
coarseness of the page and smooth of the nib's iridiumI try and trace a line, a very long line --
the ink blots
as this line's linear edges
dissolve and fray --like capillary threads
gone mad
twirling in the deep heat of the tropics --threads unravelling,
each sinew tense with the want of moisture
and the other's fleshthere are no endings here --
only beginnings --precious incipience
translucent drops of sweat
perched precariously on her collar-bone
waiting to slide,roll unannounced into the gulleys
that yearn to soak in the rain --heart beat shift
the shape of globules
as they enter their balance and colour,
changing their very point of gravity --constantly deceiving the other
I stand, wanting --
wanting more of the bone's dry edge,
the infinite blur of desire,the dream,
the wet, the salt, the ink,
and the underside of her skin
--Sudeep Sen
from BodyText
(published by Harrow Arts & Leisure Service,
London Borough of Harrow, March 1999]