Torn

How can you do these things to me?
How can you rape my dreams?
How can you live the way you live?
Telling lies with nothing more to give

If only, if only
I had the answer to you
If only, if only
I knew how to see this through
If only, if only
Love wasn't such a painful lie
If only, if only
I wasn't so torn up inside

How can a bright day be so black?
How can you tear my love apart?
How can you laugh as tears fall?
How can you play out all my fears?

If only, if only

So it comes down to this
You leave me falling down again
So many times I tried - so many times
But it wasn't enough for you
Alone and torn
There's nothing I can do

How can you leave me here so torn?
No remorse - you feel nothing at all
Only the thoughts of yesterday remain
Is this another game that lovers play?

If only...