She Rained Tears

by Gloria Marsh

LUKE 7 : 36-48

Could two people be more different? He was looked up to. She was looked down on.

He was a church leader. She was a streetwalker. He makes a living promoting standards. She makes a living breaking them. He’s hosting a party. She is crashing it.

Ask the other residents of Capernaum to point out the more pious of the two, and they will pick Simon. Why, after all he is a student of theology, a man of the cloth so to speak. Anyone would pick him, anyone that is except Jesus. You see Jesus new them both. And Jesus would pick the woman. And Jesus does pick the woman. And, what’s more, He tells Simon why.

Not that Simon wants to know his mind is elsewhere. How did this woman get into my house? He doesn’t know why the heck to shout at first, the woman or the servant who let her in. After all this dinner is a formal affair. Invitation only. Upper crust, crème de la crème of society. And I am sure he would have wanted to yell at somebody WHO LET THE RIFF RAFF IN!!!

Simon was angry! Just look at her grovelling at Jesus feet, kissing them, no less! Why if Jesus were who He say’s He is, He would have nothing to do with this woman!!

One of the lessons Simon learned that day was this: Don’t think thoughts you don’t want Jesus to hear. Because heard them, and when He did, He chose to share a few of His own.

“Simon, look at this woman kneeling here. When I entered your home, you didn’t offer me water to wash the dust of my feet, but she has washed them with her tears and wiped them with her hair. You didn’t give me a kiss of greeting, but she has kissed my feet again and again from the time I came in. You neglected the courtesy of olive oil to anoint my head, but she has anointed my feet with a rear perfume. I tell you, her sins, and they are many, have been forgiven, so she has shown me much love” Luke 7 44-47.

Simon did nothing to make Jesus welcome. The woman however did everything Simon didn’t. She had no invitation to this party, can you imagine a party at the manse, and this lady turning up from the street between clients. Heads would turn, and you can almost see the look of horror on the people’s faces.

But people’s opinion didn’t stop her coming. After all it isn’t for them she has come. I was for Him. Her every move is measured and meaningful. She puts her cheek to His feet, still dusty from the path. She has no water, but she has tears. She has no towel, but she has hair. She uses both to bath the feet of Christ. As one translation reads, “She rained tears” on His feet (v 44 Msg). She opens a vial of perfume, perhaps her only possession of worth, and massages it into His skin. The aroma is as inescapable as the irony.

You’d think Simon of all people would show such love. But he is harsh and distant. You’d think the woman would avoid Jesus. Is she not a woman of the night, the town hussy? But she can’t resist Him. Simon’s love is calibrated and stingy. Her love, on the other hand, is extravagant and risky.

How do we explain the difference between the two? Training? Education? Money? NO, for Simon would outdistance her in all three.

But there is one area in which the woman leaves him eating dust. What one discovery has she made that Simon hadn’t, what one treasure does she cherish that Simon doesn’t? Simple. God’s love. We don’t know when she received it. We are not told how she heard about it. Had she overheard Jesus’ words? Was she nearby when Jesus had compassion on the widow of Nain. Did someone tell her how Jesus touched lepers and turned tax collectors into disciples?  We don’t know. But we do know this. She was thirsty. Thirsty from guilt. Thirsty from regret. Thirsty from countless nights of love making and finding non. She… came… thirsty!

And when Jesus hands her the goblet of grace, she drinks. She doesn’t test it. She doesn’t dip her finger in and lick it or take the cup and sip it. She lifts the cup to her lips and drinks, gulping and swallowing like the parched pilgrim the she is. She drinks until the mercy flows down her chin and onto her neck and chest. She drinks until every inch of her soul is moist and soft. She comes thirsty and she drinks.

Simon, on the other hand, doesn’t even know he is thirst. People like Simon don’t need grace they analyse it. It wasn’t that Simon couldn’t be forgiven; he just never asked for it.

So while she drinks up, he puffs up. While she has ample love to give, he has no love to offer. Why? Luke 7: 47 “ a person who is forgiven little shows only little love”

In other words we can’t give what we’ve never received. If we’ve never received love, how can we love others? But, oh, how we try! Sometimes through gritted teeth, it can be so had can’t it to forgive someone who hurt you or yours, we’ve all done it. Could it be that the secret to loving is receiving? You give love by first receiving it, 1John 4:19 says “We love because He first loved us”

Do we long to be more loving? We must begin by accepting our place as a dearly loved child. Eph 5:1-2 “ Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us”

Do we want to learn how to forgive? The consider how we’ve been forgiven (Eph 4:32) “ Be kind and compassionate to one an other, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you”

When Jesus told us to pray for forgiveness of our debts as we forgive our own debtors, He new who would be the one to pay the debt. As He would hang on the cross He would say,” it is finished”… The debt is paid! What a statement!

There are some facts that will never change. One fact is that we are forgiven. If you are in Christ, when He sees you, your sins are covered--- He doesn’t see them. He sees us better the we see ourselves. And that my friends is a glorious fact of our lives.

Our forgiveness of others is a signal of our awareness of how much God has given us

Isn’t it presumptuous to come to the throe of grace if we haven’t been gracious with the people in our life? How can we approach a God of mercy if we ourselves have hearts full of bitterness and anger? We must take care of our relationship problems…. make up with a spouse. Get along with fellow church members; love our neighbour’s, Then we will be fully united in prayer with the Father.

Can we love like this? Not without God’s help we can’t. Oh we may try, we like Simon may open a door. But our relationships need more than a social gesture. Some people need some foot washing. A few of our friends need a flood of tears. Our children need to be covered with the oil of love. But if we haven’t received these things ourselves, how can we give them to others?

1 John 4:9-10 say’s “God showed how much He loved us by sending His only Son into the world so that we might have eternal life through Him. This is real love. It is not that we loved God, but that He sent His Son as a sacrifice to take away our sins” He alone is our power source.

Many people tell us to love. Only God gives us the power to do so.

We know what God wants us to do. He tells us in 1 John 3:23. “This is what I command. That you love each other” But how can we? How can we be kind to the vow breakers? To those who are unkind to us? How can we be patient with people who have the warmth of a vulture and the tenderness of a porcupine? How can we forgive the money grabbers and back stabbers we meet. How can we love as God loves? We want to! We long to! But how can we.

More than one person has hailed 1 Corinthians 13: as the finest in the bible. No words get to the heart of loving people like these verses. And no verses get to the heart of the chapter live verses 4-8.

Love is patient, love is kind, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,

It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.

Love never fails.

 

I wonder how it would make us feel if we put our name where love is!

Rather than let this scripture remind us of a love we cannot produce, let it remind us of a love we cannot resist…….Gods love.

Some of us are so thirsty for this type of love. Those who should have loved you didn’t. those who could have loved you didn’t. You were let at the hospital. left at the alter. Left with an empty bed. Left with a broken heart. Left asking the question “does anyone love me?” Please listen to heavens answer. God loves you. Personally. Powerfully. Passionately. Others have promised and failed. But God has promised and succeeded. He loves you with an unfailing love. And His love….if we will let it…. Can fill you and leave you with a love worth giving.

So come. All who are thirsty and drink until every inch of your soul is refreshed.

Parts taken from: Max Lucardo

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