I need to speak to
you. Its urgent.
What? Cant you see Im trying to study? I've got my exams next week and if I
fail these, I'll never become a doctor! Cant this wait?
No. I need to speak to you right now. It cant wait. I
cant wait.
Okay. I'll give you ten minutes, and thats all. I need a break, anyway. Where did
I put my cigarettes?
Thank you. I want to ask you something.
Its not about that girl who works in the supermarket again, is it?
No, its not. Its something more important.
More important than little Miss Lovely Face from the frozen food
department? This is serious!
I've been having these dreams. In them, I've seen
almost everybody I know; including you. Every time I touch someone, something happens to
them. They die. I dont like these dreams, so you have to help me. Please.
Look, its only a dream. Dreams dont happen in real
life. You have to learn to cope with them. Anyway, just for your own peace of find, bad
dreams are supposed to bring you good luck. So stop worrying. Have you taken my cigarettes
again?
No, I havent. I've got my own. Please hear me out.
Do you remember Mrs. White, from upstairs? She was such a nice lady, always checking up on
us and making sure we had enough to eat. I dreamt of her first. I dreamt that she was
falling from a cliff and I was at the bottom of the cliff and I saw her fall. I could have
caught her but I didn't. When she landed, she was still alive and I turned her over. When
she saw my face, she screamed. I'll never forget that scream. It sounded like she was
staring death in the face. The next morning, she died. They say she died in her sleep; but
I know what happened to her. I touched her.
I think youre taking this a bit too far. Theres no
way you could be responsible for her death. Like they say, she died in her sleep. Simple
as that.
Then let me tell you about Mr. Fuller. You know him,
dont you? Well, I dreamt of him next. I saw him in a field and he was working real
hard, you know, like there was no tomorrow. There wasn't for him, was there? Anyway, I saw
him there, planting or something and he was bent over double facing towards the ground. He
suddenly straightens up and puts his right hand on his left arm, really holding it like he
was in some pain. Then he falls to the ground and starts rolling around. I got scared just
looking at him. So I go to him and try to help him. As soon as I touch him, he closes his
eyes and hes dead. The next day, hes found in his bathroom, lying on the
floor. His daughter found him, you know. She always goes to him every morning to make sure
hes okay. And hes lying on the cold tiles in the bathroom, dead. Im
scared, man. You have to help me. Before I dream of touching you, too.
Have you told anyone else about this? I mean, if it bothers you
this much, then I think that you should see someone.
No. They will think Im mad or something. Youre
studying to be a doctor. Cant you help me?
Im studying to be a biological doctor; not a psychiatrist.
But I think I know someone who may be able to help you. Shes been practicing for
many years and she is an expert on dreams. I could maybe speak to her, arrange an
appointment, if you want.
No. I dont want to see a shrink. I want personal
help. I dont want to be a patient. Please! Im really scared.
Okay, I'll see what I can do. Start at the beginning. Tell me
exactly when this started and tell me everything.
Okay. Mrs. White was first and Mr. Fuller was second.
There have been two more since. And they get worse every time. I dreamt of a young girl
two weeks ago. She must have been six or seven years old. I saw her coming out of a sweet
shop and run across the road. A large truck was coming along and it hit her. It was
horrible. There was nothing left of her except for a mangled head and broken limbs. Her
body was squashed and there was blood everywhere.
The truck driver screeched the brakes and came running out
to her. I stood there and I noticed that I was the only other person around. I though that
there would have been a crowd, you know? I could not go near her, I was so shocked and
scared. The driver kneels down to her and looks. From where I stood, I couldn't see or
hear what he was doing. He starts making these gurgling noises and then he falls away and
the girl is trying to stand up. Shes got her back to me and she doesn't see me. She
goes back into the sweet shop. I know that she would be in there for a long time, so I try
to help the truck driver. When I reach him, his eyes are staring up at me. I think
hes dead, but he starts to speak. Man, I've never been so frightened before in my
whole life.
Its you he says. Thats all he
says. I reached down and put my hand on his chest, trying to feel the heartbeat or
something. But theres nothing there, man, nothing. Like, you know, hes dead
and hes speaking to me! This is really freaking me out.
The next day, I hear theres been an accident. Some
girl got run over by a truck! The girl is badly hurt, but still alive. The driver had a
heart attack when he realised what had happened.
Give me one of those cigarettes, please. Thanks.
That night, I dreamt of the little girl again. She was in
hospital. I dreamt that I was in the same hospital. I dreamt that I was actually in the
same ward as her. I remember thinking that I shouldn't be there, you know? Im a
grown man and I was in the childrens ward. It was night and everyone was asleep. I
hear a small voice crying for help. So I go and find out whats happening, you know?
I dont know why, but I went first to the little girls bed, but shes not
there. Thats when I started to think, you know, that maybe she is hurting someone.
So I try to find her and then I see her in the play area. Shes bending down, like,
er, a nurse or something. God, this sounds really crazy, man, but shes wearing a
uniform. She must have found it in one of the cupboards or something, because its
too big for her. So I go nearer, really quiet, right, and peek over the window.
Thats the only time I ever woke up in the middle of
one of the dreams.
What did you see?
The nurse.
What about the nurse? Do you want to tell me about it?
Yes! But Im scared, man. Youre gonna think Im nuts or
something. The nurse is lying on the floor. She has a scalpel sticking out of her stomach
and the little girl is looking at her with this big smile on her face. Shes loving
it!
Thats when I woke up.
Has this actually happened?
Sort of. That was the night when that nurse was beaten up
in the ward. Do you remember that?
Yeah, thats right. Someone broke into the hospital and attacked a nurse. Sure, I
remember. She never died though, did she?
I never touched her.
So what are you saying? She survived because you woke up? Is that it?
Thats exactly what Im saying. I knew you
wouldn't believe me. And you wont believe my next dream. When I fell asleep on the
couch after dinner today.
Try me. It cant be any more incredible than what you have already said.
I dreamt that you and I were in the kitchen and I was
cooking. You asked me what I was doing and I said chips. You asked for some and I said
okay. And all this time I was watching, like I was someone else.
Thats not so strange. People get that mixed up with out of body experiences.
Its even been accounted for déjà vu. What happened next?
A fire started and the chip pan blew up in my face. I
fell backwards and the other me tried to help. You had gone back to the living room. I
turned my dream-self over and I saw myself; man, I saw the fear in my face and I screamed.
Is that when you woke up? When you realised that all of this is just a trick of the
mind? I mean, your face looks as its always done.
No.
So when did you wake up? When was it, exactly, that you came to your senses and finally
woke up from this nightmare of yours?
I didn't. I found myself lying on the couch.
Asleep?
No.
Well what then? How can you expect anyone to help you if you cant explain
whats wrong? What can I
Whats happening to you, man? Youre
beginning to fade!
I touched myself in my dream. I tried to stop the pain. I tried to help. I
even tried calling to you, but you wouldn't come.
I touched myself in my dream, and I died.
My God! What has happened to you? JOHN! Where are you?
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