Prover D

10\7\96 11.45
6 doses

MIND
0 Strange sensation in legs, hard to describe, as if they don’t belong to me.

2 I feel very angry at all the problems in Ireland. Being from Ireland, I can connect with what is happening but I feel so angry (over the top anger).

5 My face is changing. I don’t know, I look different, my eyes or something strange.

6 Eyes seem wider

9 Argumentative with husband.

12 Went out on the boat. I feel quite relaxed. I slid into the water accidentally, normally I would have been pissed off but I laughed. I felt confident about getting into the boat although the way I did it, it really looked weird.

16 Feel happy inside.

21, 31 Still feel eyes look different.

DREAMS
0 Weird dream like I was looking in the mirror and it wasn’t me. I kept trying to put make-up on to look like me but it wasn’t me.

EYE
6 Eyes seem wider. Pupils more open.

21, 31 Eyes still the same.

MOUTH
8 Sweet things taste very sweet.

STOMACH
8 Not eating many sweet things, they seem very sweet.

CHEST
69 Breasts have been less painful before my periods since the proving. Previously, would have 1-2 weeks moderate/strong pain, now just for about 2 days before period and much less pain.

EXTREMITIES
0 Strange sensation in lower legs, hard to describe, as if they don’t belong to me. They feel numb.

1-2 Legs still feel numb.

SLEEP
0 Restless. Tossed and turned. Awake at 2.45, 4.15 and 5.10.
1 Took two hours to get off to sleep. Tossing and turning. Waking every hour.
2 Difficulty getting to sleep. Still not sleeping properly.

31 Not sleeping too good - restless.

GENERALITIES
0 Tired.

OVERVIEW - 4 months
Husband says I have been more aggressive ("over-reacting, irritable, no patience, as if tense"). More aware of how I am and how moody I can be. Feels she’s had placebo.
Generally more positive about things. Know what I want to do (Decided to do reflexology).
Eyes still wider, pupils bigger.
Numbness in legs, not had before the proving, had a couple of times since.

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