The rival
I determined to find out whose it was -
The portrait he looked at so, and sighed;
Bitterly have I rued my meanness
And wept for it since he died!
I searched his desk when he was away,
And there was the likeness - yes, my own!
Taken when I was the season's fairest,
And time-lines all unknown.
I smiled at my image, and put it back,
And he went on cherishing it, until
I was chafed that he loved not the me then living,
But the past woman still.
Well, such was my jealousy at las
I destroyed that face of former me ;
Could you ever have dreamed the heart of a woman
Would work so foolishly!
Thomas Hardy - Moments of Vision and Miscellaneous Verses